It’s a common thing really,
People just don’t want to be around people whom are sad
or grumpy all the time.
But that’s not right.
People need human interaction
It can help
It actually does
It can brighten your mood
Make you feel better
Even if it’s just for a little while
It helps
A lot, actually
But when people turn away
Stop answering your phone calls, texts
That’s when gravity becomes non-sense
It makes you overthink
Do people really care?
Do they even love you?
Are they my friends?
Turns out
Some people are only around when you’re smiling
Laughing at the stupidest things
But when you’re stressed
Anxious
Sad
You find yourself
In a room
Alone
Thinking
Are people there only when you’re happy?
So you try and fake it
Then fail
Then you go on this never ending cycle
Of trying to please people
Because they’re only there when you’re happy
When in reality
The one person you should really focus on
Is you
Because you’re the one who matters
You’re important
You’re in charge of what makes you happy
So don’t be dependent on others
Take charge of your life
Love yourself
Because unfortunately
Some people are still just going to be there,
When you’re happy.